Today was a good day 🙂
LOL His dad thought we started dating in September… It was July LOL
So today started off as a 2….
Feels more like a 6 now
Sometimes you need to be apart for a while to appreciate the time you had together 🙂
Just live like I was before I met him until it’s that time again.
It shouldn’t be that hard honestly. But the overthinking is really making it difficult.
Sometimes I wish I couldn’t feel. I know it is a weird wish but it is so true.
I Don’t Understand.
It’s like I’m trying to feel something.
I can’t even seem to manage a tear tonight when any other night it’s just too easy.
All that I can figure out is anger and rage.
Maybe it’s finally time.
To not be crying every night and just be pissed at the world again.
I honestly don’t know anymore.